Title: Mandatory Bday Reffle

Message: A21

It's been a while since I've been active here. I think some people are interested in how I've been doing. For those people, have a summary of my 21st year:

I finally found a good dosage with my anti-depressants, I've slowly gotten more control over my emotions and don't rage at games nearly as much as I used to, I still have anxiety and depressive episodes, but I've been able to kickstart myself back into gear within a day or two.

I found this small rhythm game called Intralism, and I've been an important member in the community for a few months, as a map-maker, a moderator, a mentor (with youtube guides/tutorials) and I've been making some new good online friends.

I've been using the devil's lettuce (don't worry, it's legal here), which along with my meds (don't worry, there's low risk w/ my meds) I think has really helped me handle my mood. Being high has helped me learn to be mindful, to be meditative, and I've been able to replicate that mindfulness in everyday, sober life.

I've finally confronted my "Best Friend" about my personal boundaries he's broken, and I've been keeping those boundaries up. It's been rough to suddenly cut him out like this, but it also feels like I've lifted a huge burden off my shoulders. I haven't completely cut him out of my life, but I'm making sure he doesn't hurt me like that again.

And most excitingly of all, I'm getting back into Game Development. Me and a bunch of people from the Intralism community have started working together on a similar, but more community/competitive-focused game called Pulsarc, and it's been fan-fucking-tastic to be working on a game. I'm learning so much, working with people all over the world, and doing something I really enjoy. My brain is filled with all these new game ideas that I've been writing down to tackle later; Pulsarc is just the beginning of this journey for me!

For the first time in a very long time, I'm excited for another year of life. And that, is such a strange, but wonderful feeling. kwcb463 Thank you so much for reading.
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Psyche 10 Oct 2019 at 21:08 (UTC)
Happy birthday and best wishes.
almos 10 Oct 2019 at 16:44 (UTC)
Sad Alcoholic 10 Oct 2019 at 10:20 (UTC)
Happy birthday dude! Good to hear things are going well for you.
ᵃᶰᶜᶤᵉᶰᵗⒶⒾ ❤☢ 10 Oct 2019 at 9:46 (UTC)
happy out of your mother day :D ! I hope your escape was glorious and brutally awwsome :P
Another Evan 10 Oct 2019 at 5:08 (UTC)
Happy birthday, and it's good to hear you're getting control of your life back. Keep it up!
Alsari 10 Oct 2019 at 2:45 (UTC)
Oh man, it sounds great. Happy birthday!
Sk8ing Unicorn [PhallusPsychik] 9 Oct 2019 at 22:46 (UTC)
Things seem to be looking up big time. Nice! And happy birthday! :D
Jeefk0 9 Oct 2019 at 22:32 (UTC)
Happy bday! Good luck with the game thingy!